True :) I believe that too. I had a girl I was close to. But, i liked her a lot and told her. The response wasn't what I may have wanted. Plus I think she does have a boyfriend.I just wanted to tell her even though she has a boyfriend.I wonder really wether it was possible for the response i would have wanted to come from her.I wasn't able to talk as normally as I use to like to talk with her. And i told her I may have to reduce the way I talk with her, so that I don't cross the line.'lol. Were not talking as much now. I tried to chat with her like I used to, but, the responses are 'limited'.Lol. like specific answers. One word answers. Not sure theres any thing I can do now. But thank you for your answer :) I appreciate :)

@Piclebobble Thank you very much for your advice :) Your words are really true :) I haven't had the time to think about a dating company. And i don't know if it's something i would like to try and even keep up with. I really need to reorganize my life. Lol. Well, i hope things get better for me :)

So do I !! :)

@Piclebobble Lol!

@Flenflyys Thank you for taking time to reply my post :) I appreciate. The thing is, maybe really i haven't thought of having a girl in my life as a priority. But it doesn't seem like i actually want a girlfriend. For instance, my day, during the day goes on just fine, until i'm tired and come back to the house. Then, that feeling of loneliness just kicks in, and i feel bad. Sometimes it's like, subconsciously, i want a girlfriend, but physically, i don't necessarily behave like i want a girlfriend. I know i might not make a lot of sense, but, i'm speaking based on the way i feel. One thing that might or may have caused this want for a girlfriend is, my been abused when i was younger by a boy a little older than me. I may be traumatized, i don't know. I do know, it affected me badly then. I wish i could date. But, i'm a kind of busy person. I once liked a girl, but, she has a boyfriend. I can only hope, that somehow, something good changes me for good or i just hope things get better. Thank you again for your advice :)

I'm sorry to hear about the abuse, I understand that can cause a lot of conflicting feelings. But I still think you should at least try it to see if you'd like it. If you don't then just go back to what you're doing. Don't let that creep ruin your life.

@Goralski Thank you for your advice :) I wish i could just grab the one that gives e the time of my day, but i'm not sure it's that easy :) I think i had one,as a friend, who i liked, but, she has a boyfriend. So, Lol. I really need to think of how i can survive well enough to the point were, when i' tired, i could maybe just sleep off, without wanting to be with a girl when i'm tired.

@George I'm not looking for something that doesn't have an end. I'm not looking for sexual satisfaction. Been loved and cared for by a girl, is what i think i'm looking for.

Yes, but getting some female experience will give you confidence and eliminate some of the mysteries that are worrying you.

@George Lol. I don't have to be satisfied sexually before i can know and like a girl. A good personality is good enough for me to appreciate a girl :)