I'm sorry for the people who don't wanna hear it but I feel like such a failure and a disappointment.

My dad told me once that he always thought I would be the most successful of all his kids. Here I am still doing nothing and both he and mom are senior citizens.

I need to not drink tonight.

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LinuxBreaksWindows · 26-30, M

Im thanful i never tried alcohol or drugs. Its hard to make it in the US unless you're related to the right people.

I had to get their through hard word and avoiding all vices. It worked but i know that if i slip up, it's all over.

vic7ory

It could always be worse. Be grateful for what you do have and appreciate that you understand and willing to do the best you can while there is still time. Drinking is the enemy do not entertain it. Sooner or later it will betray you

FlowerPetal · 22-25, F

good job making an effort ☺

SinlessOnslaught · M

@FlowerPetal I'm trying to treat this like a normal evening but my head is full of awful thoughts.

FlowerPetal · 22-25, F

@SinlessOnslaught hang in there and stand strong. it's going to be difficult but worthwhile 🥹

Nunlover

One day at a time and do it for you, nobody else

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