I'm sorry for the people who don't wanna hear it but I feel like such a failure and a disappointment.

My dad told me once that he always thought I would be the most successful of all his kids. Here I am still doing nothing and both he and mom are senior citizens.

I need to not drink tonight.

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LinuxBreaksWindows · 26-30, M

Im thanful i never tried alcohol or drugs. Its hard to make it in the US unless you're related to the right people.

I had to get their through hard word and avoiding all vices. It worked but i know that if i slip up, it's all over.