I'm sorry for the people who don't wanna hear it but I feel like such a failure and a disappointment.

My dad told me once that he always thought I would be the most successful of all his kids. Here I am still doing nothing and both he and mom are senior citizens.

I need to not drink tonight.

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vic7ory

It could always be worse. Be grateful for what you do have and appreciate that you understand and willing to do the best you can while there is still time. Drinking is the enemy do not entertain it. Sooner or later it will betray you