Aye junkfan, not everyone's life is a Party. I'm being drugged and abused. I'm 30 years old and I've been suffering in the same household with the same abuse since I was a child. I don't need a clinician, nor do I need a pity party or for someone to tell me to deal with the crap. So what if I mutilate myself? If you're telling me to deal with the crap, obviously you didn't have the need to answer!