I hate my body

I hate myself

I don't talk much about my feelings, but I can't take it anymore.

I've been bullied since school days for being thin and tall; even in my work people make comparisons about my body and say I need to do something because I'm too thin.

I don't have any self-esteem because of that, I've never dated, I don't make friends anymore and I don't even leave the house to go to the movies or even go to the beach.


I tried gym before , but I gave up. I feel really bad when people look at me, and once i heard some guys making jokes about me

today I'm a loser, and sometimes i hate people, especially guys with muscular bodies. (and I hate feel that) I just wanted to put a gun in my head and end this shitty life, but I can't even do that.

anyway, at least I can post my shitty life anonymously