I hate my body

I hate myself

I don't talk much about my feelings, but I can't take it anymore.

I've been bullied since school days for being thin and tall; even in my work people make comparisons about my body and say I need to do something because I'm too thin.

I don't have any self-esteem because of that, I've never dated, I don't make friends anymore and I don't even leave the house to go to the movies or even go to the beach.

I tried gym before , but I gave up. I feel really bad when people look at me, and once i heard some guys making jokes about me

today I'm a loser, and sometimes i hate people, especially guys with muscular bodies. (and I hate feel that) I just wanted to put a gun in my head and end this shitty life, but I can't even do that.

anyway, at least I can post my shitty life anonymously

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JaneSerenity · 26-30, F

These days a lot of people talk about learning how to be able to love our bodies and body positivity movement. Yet it's hard to find and to see bigger support for men in general, which saddens me.

People will never understand how it feels like unless they experience it themselves.

I hope for your own sake, that you'll make peace with yourself and your mindset about your body. Because I can relate to what kind of hell it is.

Also it's extremely damaging to us who struggle with self-esteem when people constantly point out our looks (even in good hearted spirit).

If you ever feel like you'd like to vent a bit. I'm willing to listen. (I know it's not much, but still only thing I can think of atm.).

Anonymoususer2021 · 36-40, M

@JaneSerenity thank you so much for the words, sometimes i feel silly about it. the truth is, I don't know how I can do this.

it's so bad I don't have the strength to try anything anymore.

mrh1972 · MVIP

Try doing some training at home it will boost your confidence and the adrenaline will make you feel better, i will admit though it is hard to get started when you are low.... never give up mate. Never

Anonymoususer2021 · 36-40, M

@mrh1972 thanks, i don't know How to start because i feel so bad about It .

mrh1972 · MVIP

@Anonymoususer2021 youtube mate

Anonymoususer2021 · 36-40, M

@mrh1972 thanks for the help

HannibalMontanimal · 26-30, M

Buy a gun and shoot them

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@HannibalMontanimal that is really crass

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

Google or YouTube at home work outs and start slowly but be consistent. It takes about 3 weeks to make something a habit.

Anonymoususer2021 · 36-40, M

@iamonfire696 thank you i think i'll make a try.

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@Anonymoususer2021 that’s great! That’s the first step.

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