I Hate Myself

The number one most repeated thought that goes through my head on the daily.

I hate myself.

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updown2020 · 61-69, M

Excuse me why or earth do you say that?

Lynnd520 · 26-30, F

@updown2020 I just pick at every little thing that I did wrong. I hate myself for speaking and saying things.

updown2020 · 61-69, M

@Lynnd520 Well why is that who drilled into your head that you are a bad person ?

Lynnd520 · 26-30, F

@updown2020 Lol i guess the depression bug. My mom was too drunk to really shit on me. My dad only ever shitted on me if i was sensitive. I don't blame them, or anyone really.

updown2020 · 61-69, M

@Lynnd520 Well you should look for help to get over this because you are not a bad person and if you meet up with the wrong person they may turn this against you.

Lynnd520 · 26-30, F

@updown2020 You don't just get over depression. Ive been on and off different meds for a few years now. But you are right that i should do more, see a therapist of something. its definitely easier to accept bad people into my life then good ones.

updown2020 · 61-69, M

@Lynnd520 Well yes I do understand you just cannot get over things just like that, Are you working or going to school keeping busy is also a good thing because if you are not busy well bad things get into your head and take over,