I Hate Myself

I am a truck driver, I hate truck drivers, I hate myself! I make myself angry, I find myself depressing, I frustrate myself. I hate looking in a mirror because I am fat, old and ugly. I go from wanting to hit something to wanting to curl up in a ball and cry. Every night when I go to bed I wish that I will never wake up and when I do wake up I am disappointed. I am ready to give up now.

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AnarchoMetalchic · 36-40

You don't need a gym membership. Do some exercises every day. Run 10 laps around your truck. Do some push ups and sit ups. Get a haircut and groom yourself. Everyone feels better when they freshen themselves up.

istillhaveanameitsrick · 56-60, M

Doctor specifically told me not to do sit ups or running, I walk when I have time. The grooming...well that don't really fix anything. @AnarchoMetalchic

AnarchoMetalchic · 36-40

@istillhaveanameitsrick Well then I don't know what to tell you. Life is what you make it, so if you aren't happy and won't change anything, then don't complain.

istillhaveanameitsrick · 56-60, M

Ok sorry I bothered you.@AnarchoMetalchic