hate hate hateim a terrible person,i hate myself so much but i have the audacity to be upset abt something,im horrible i hate my body,my face,my traits everything abt me i hate how envious i am of my friends and how much i wish for their downfall just bcs they're... See More »
another bickering of minei really wanna take a break from school,even just this semester i want to take it easy,but i can't,it always feels like im getting left behind and for some reason i just can't stand being surpassed,i feel so exhausted and burned out but i really just... See More »
another episode of self loathingit would have been a little bit ok if i was neglected but pretty bcs i could jst compensate myself romantically with the attention of some men/women to make up for all the times I've suffered,but i'm not pretty, doesn't even have a great body,i'll... See More »
why am i like thishahawha breaks over, schools gonna start tmrw again,im prolly just gonna shiver in the halls,dying from insecurities again ahwhaa,plus i gained weight ahah its gonna kill me tmrw ,when i see that im bigger than everyone else its gonna kill me,im... See More »