I Am Asking You to Please Pray For Me

I know it's a lot and I'm sorry for asking you to do that. At this point I'm completely hopeless and I feel like there is no future for me. I've been living a difficult life for over 10 years and recently it's gotten really bad. I contemplate suicide daily. I've been emotionally and verbally abused by my family since I was little, now I also battle with physical and mental problems caused by severe prolonged stress. I am depressed and exhausted with hate, pain and fear I experience constantly. My whole life is falling apart and there's a big chance it'll get even worse during the next few months. I'm afraid I'm too much out of power, patience and hope to survive.
I don't know if anything can help now, but if you're kind enough to say a prayer for me I'll be extremely grateful. Thank you for reading this.

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buga2x

We both are/were in the same boat. I to contemplated suicide (actually attempted 4 times since 4th grade). I didn't go through with those obviously, too weak or too much of a coward? maybe.. For some reason I just couldn't do it...

The last attempt got me asking Him for some help to actually pull the trigger. But instead I suddenly of all things I felt peace and realize that I have more strength...

Guess what? From then on when I feel I can't go on any further with lifes torture, I go to my friend the Lord.
He manages to get me through the toughest times, and there were a lot of those and I know there will be more to come but I also know He is there for me.

Just remember we have a friend upstairs who's got a weird way of reminding us when we forget Him and an even wieder way of helping out.

I'll bother Him now and get a few good words in for you.

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you. <3

lonewolf7777

I did pray for you. Jesus is the living God. often , life is unfair, painful, and full of trouble. you are not alone in your struggle. often the victory comes to those who don't give up. I did ask the lord to give you all a blessed life and to contend with the world on your behalf. please remember to thank Him for the blessings He gives.

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you very much.

lonewolf7777

Are you seeking jesus for help.

xJesse24

Hey, stay strong girl. Life is the only thing we'll ever truly own, so we have to make the most out of it. I understand it can get difficult at times but you have to stand up and continue trying. I sure hope everything works out for you and I'll definitely pray for you. And hey, smile, you're alive :)

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thanks, I'm definitely smiling because I'm alive. Thank you for support!

xJesse24

I'm glad to hear that!

cashetty69

I'm HOPING you feel better... I know mySELF the feelings of which you speak ( in my past ), may things get better ( BE better ) for you now.......I feel SO sad to have come across your post......I feel --I-- belong ( SHOULD be in ) in the "Prayer Corner" ......its a good place to be

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thanks!

cashetty69

Saying ANOTHER prayer for you ( it's always good to "UPdate" them, to show you're still "hanging IN there" ) and like xJesse24 says "And hey, smile, you're alive" :-)

It's not ALL bad :-)

I hope this finds you in better spirits.

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you very much. I really feel the effects of both mine and your prayers and I'm deeply grateful for each and every one of them. I am doing better, yes. Strangely, things around me did not get better (abusive family, stress etc.), but I am coping with them SO much more efficiently. Maybe that's how prayers work, they make people stronger, not necessarily making the situation easier at the same time. Thank you for your support. :)

cashetty69

Yours & my story are very similar ( abusive parents/family etc, the "close to giving up" ( at times ), AND the "coping better" while ( in SPITE of ) things not getting better ( it really helps, I hope they help you MORE in the future, I know the stronger YOU get the stronger -I- feel :-)

lauraM519

Prayers & positive vibes! Stay strong girl!! <3

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you! <3

antonioprz09

I'll say a prayer tonight for you:(

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you.

stuwebb2

praying for you

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you.

Wuujg137

*hugs ListenerTalker*

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

*hugs back* Thanks. :)

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