I Am Asking You to Please Pray For Me

I know it's a lot and I'm sorry for asking you to do that. At this point I'm completely hopeless and I feel like there is no future for me. I've been living a difficult life for over 10 years and recently it's gotten really bad. I contemplate suicide daily. I've been emotionally and verbally abused by my family since I was little, now I also battle with physical and mental problems caused by severe prolonged stress. I am depressed and exhausted with hate, pain and fear I experience constantly. My whole life is falling apart and there's a big chance it'll get even worse during the next few months. I'm afraid I'm too much out of power, patience and hope to survive.
I don't know if anything can help now, but if you're kind enough to say a prayer for me I'll be extremely grateful. Thank you for reading this.

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cashetty69

Saying ANOTHER prayer for you ( it's always good to "UPdate" them, to show you're still "hanging IN there" ) and like xJesse24 says "And hey, smile, you're alive" :-)

It's not ALL bad :-)

I hope this finds you in better spirits.

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you very much. I really feel the effects of both mine and your prayers and I'm deeply grateful for each and every one of them. I am doing better, yes. Strangely, things around me did not get better (abusive family, stress etc.), but I am coping with them SO much more efficiently. Maybe that's how prayers work, they make people stronger, not necessarily making the situation easier at the same time. Thank you for your support. :)

cashetty69

Yours & my story are very similar ( abusive parents/family etc, the "close to giving up" ( at times ), AND the "coping better" while ( in SPITE of ) things not getting better ( it really helps, I hope they help you MORE in the future, I know the stronger YOU get the stronger -I- feel :-)