I Am Asking You to Please Pray For Me

I know it's a lot and I'm sorry for asking you to do that. At this point I'm completely hopeless and I feel like there is no future for me. I've been living a difficult life for over 10 years and recently it's gotten really bad. I contemplate suicide daily. I've been emotionally and verbally abused by my family since I was little, now I also battle with physical and mental problems caused by severe prolonged stress. I am depressed and exhausted with hate, pain and fear I experience constantly. My whole life is falling apart and there's a big chance it'll get even worse during the next few months. I'm afraid I'm too much out of power, patience and hope to survive.
I don't know if anything can help now, but if you're kind enough to say a prayer for me I'll be extremely grateful. Thank you for reading this.