I Am Asking You to Please Pray For Me

I know it's a lot and I'm sorry for asking you to do that. At this point I'm completely hopeless and I feel like there is no future for me. I've been living a difficult life for over 10 years and recently it's gotten really bad. I contemplate suicide daily. I've been emotionally and verbally abused by my family since I was little, now I also battle with physical and mental problems caused by severe prolonged stress. I am depressed and exhausted with hate, pain and fear I experience constantly. My whole life is falling apart and there's a big chance it'll get even worse during the next few months. I'm afraid I'm too much out of power, patience and hope to survive.
I don't know if anything can help now, but if you're kind enough to say a prayer for me I'll be extremely grateful. Thank you for reading this.

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buga2x

We both are/were in the same boat. I to contemplated suicide (actually attempted 4 times since 4th grade). I didn't go through with those obviously, too weak or too much of a coward? maybe.. For some reason I just couldn't do it...

The last attempt got me asking Him for some help to actually pull the trigger. But instead I suddenly of all things I felt peace and realize that I have more strength...

Guess what? From then on when I feel I can't go on any further with lifes torture, I go to my friend the Lord.
He manages to get me through the toughest times, and there were a lot of those and I know there will be more to come but I also know He is there for me.

Just remember we have a friend upstairs who's got a weird way of reminding us when we forget Him and an even wieder way of helping out.

I'll bother Him now and get a few good words in for you.

ListenerTalker · 31-35, F

Thank you. <3