cant believe some people are so racist on here

@BlueMetalChick hmmm okay I’m confused but hopefully you’re saying you’re not racist?

@Mindful Correct. I'm not racist, but sometimes force of habit makes me say things that sound racist because I'm so conditioned to think everyone else hates me on account of my race.

@BlueMetalChick I’ve always pictured you as a blue piece of metal artwork with some rust colored spots. I’m not sure what race you are other than maybe a blue Starwars Alien?

@BlueMetalChick [quote]but sometimes force of habit makes me say things that sound racist because I'm so conditioned to think everyone else hates me on account of my race.[/quote] I know the exact feeling too well 😔

@BlueMetalChick [quote]I confess, I say some pretty racist shit. I don't actually believe any of it though. I say it because I'm always convinced that everyone else is gonna say it first so I gotta be racist to them before they do it to me. Which is wrong but I'm still learning. [/quote] girl yes!! Same. I be so defensive at times too. You’re not alone

@BlueMetalChick Tbh, that's a pretty f'd up excuse.

@MarkPaul but still least she’s owning up to it. She isn’t in the closet about it or denies it like many obvious racist do on here. I applaud her because I’m the same way on here. That’s progress. Remember how I used to say so much racist sh!t on here about white people, I’ve owned up and apologized for my wrongs, it takes guts.

@BlueMetalChick you are star dust

@TurtlePink It can be all too easy sometimes. I guess when you're expecting to be hated, it makes you wanna hate first. It might not make it justifiable but understanding why it happens is essential if it's ever gonna change.

@BlueMetalChick I hope so. That’s not healthy. At all. That’s a heavy burden to carry. But you know what, on a different issue... I carry the same chip on my shoulder so yeah... I get it... but I know it’s unhealthy. Lol. I have small boobs. Always have always will. I assume men won’t like me...lol. It’s a different insecurity! I’m also a very serious person... morality science politics should not be a game of thrones... so yes I assume no one wants to talk to me...lol.

@BlueMetalChick there's also degrees of racism. You might at times said stuff that was a bit racially insensitive, but you're not exactly advocating for ethnic cleansing.

@basilfawlty89 Ok, true. Especially considering I survived an ethnic cleansing myself lmao

@BlueMetalChick Sounds like hard work, doesn't that make you tense all the time?

@ninalanyon More tense than is probably healthy lol