Past pet deaths such as my first ever guinea pig and my first rabbits , they was thearpy for me and stopped me from killing my self. And I’ve had really bad heart breaks over friendships and relationships too only a few have really made me feel it for years still afterwards. I had and family deaths like my brothers he was 14 and I dont talk about him much and when he died my teacher asked me if I missed him and that really annoyed me as she asked it about a month after and grandmas she was great and if my dad told me off in front of her she would tell him off ,she always gave me colouring books every time I visited and she always made sure I ate too , and she gave me and my brother £1 everytime we visited , we had a picnic and went to the garden centre a lot together it sucked when I turned 14 as I couldn’t see her for months when she moved into an old people’s home that was hurting me at the time then she died when I was about 17 I when I got back from a horse riding competition I won a rosette and I wanted to show her but I couldn’t as she died on the day I won it. My grandad died and that made me feel like that too as my dad stopped taking me down to see him and he complained to my mum about it then he only taken me once after that and then he died last year. We used to go into town on the train and he brought me a toy or a game and sweets and ice cream it’s so weird as the place hasn’t even changed any since I was about 7 , I first went back when I just turned 18 and the ice cream thing had moved and I used to get my face painted a butterfly but that wasn’t there but everything looked the same.

Firefly only got 1 season 💔😭😭

Edit: wow after reading people's answers this joke comes off so badly...

watching my wife die slowly

The death of a young man that always called me Mom.

My younger sister dying of cancer.

saxappeal2 losing my dad suddenly with no real warning it was a heartbreak that took a long time for me and the rest of the family to come back and recover from

Infertility

Oh, I don't know... there have been many joys and many heartbreaks and I felt them all at the time, I don't know how I'd rank them in retrospect

Not being able to find vibrational alignment with my true being.

I had several by the same person.

I don't hold on to those.
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Both parents dying....

All is insignificant

I haven’t yet but I’ve had my biggest life lesson here to date. It’s amazing how much of a sleaze somebody can be.,

my last one. I tried many unspeakable things. pm me for more details <3

That's so simple the loss of my mother A wound that will never heal not completely

When my bf didn’t want to have a baby and left me.

My husband's infidelity

When my first love said he only saw me as a sister... after my father caught him asking for sex to me