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Lustypie · 26-30, M
To not being able to man up myself to speak to her when she was there. My shy and desperate personality ruined my chance and I'm here right now living life.
But that incident was about 6 years ago. 6 years of solitary pain. In that phase my grandma and grandpa too passed away, leaving a unanswerable hole in my life.
I guess fretting over it won't do any good. Time has passed, nowadays I am able to socialize more but I keep my limits as I crave a solitary life. My communication with females had improved too, not to an extent like I can play with them. Playing doesn't excite me.
Just as life everything goes. Maybe she wasn't there in my life, and I shall not expect but still her mere existence had made an impact on how I am today.
But that incident was about 6 years ago. 6 years of solitary pain. In that phase my grandma and grandpa too passed away, leaving a unanswerable hole in my life.
I guess fretting over it won't do any good. Time has passed, nowadays I am able to socialize more but I keep my limits as I crave a solitary life. My communication with females had improved too, not to an extent like I can play with them. Playing doesn't excite me.
Just as life everything goes. Maybe she wasn't there in my life, and I shall not expect but still her mere existence had made an impact on how I am today.