I'm just lonely

X and I have been separated since Sept.
Living separately.
Waiting for divorce.
It's so hard to be alone, I feel like I get used to it sometimes, and then it hits me like a ton of bricks. It's only been a few months and I just feel so all over the place. I miss him. I don't want him back. Hes already moved on anyway. Done so many things to disrespect me. I wish my feelings would just STOP.

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

You're feeling like half of a person because your other half is gone. There will always.be the phantom feelings, the ghosts, the echos, the memories after the amputation. All you can do is get through it, appreciate it for what it was, mourn it, bury it deep and then put it in your rearview mirror. And someday you will feel love again and you will feel whole. You will make new memories, there will be a new smile and you will be look around and see how far you've come without him.