Getting tougherToday/tonight has been a real bad one for me. I honestly don’t know why I’m doing so poorly, my strength was so strong for my husband... but left to just me.... nope. I feel like I’m skidding towards death and I’m just leaning into it. But I know...See More »
Grief TherapyEveryone says I need grief therapy because I want to die. I’m not talking about suicide.... I just want to die. I’ve heard of couples where one dies and shortly after the other one dies too. That’s all I’m talking about. I’m tired of sobbing every...See More »
Gotta be strong!Okay, so last night about 11:30 p.m. I called the police. I manage an apartment complex for senior citizens and one of my residents has a son that has some mental issues. I've had to serve her eviction papers last year because she couldn't get him...See More »
I Have Something to Say I thought I’d put some howling dogs on the tv and see if my Dobby would howl along.
I Am a WidowIt’s not fully processing in my heart. I still think you can miraculously come back to life, even though you sit in your wooden urn. Sometimes I cry and feel like I’m just living in an alternative universe experiencing this loss but waiting to wake...See More »
I Love My Husband Five days after our 28th Anniversary my beloved husband, best friend and Sir passed away. 😭
I Love My Husband Even in the hospital I’ll do my best to make him smile! 🥰🥰🥰 I surprised him by wearing my Cookie Monster pajamas to the hospital to spend the night with him! I love my husband so much! 🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍
I Have Something to SayA cop left a nice note on my windshield to let me know I’d parked my car correctly. It said “Parking fine”
I Have Something to Say For me I don’t think clutter and messes trigger my anxiety, I think my own anxiety and depression results in me creating my mess! I only wish my room looked half as nice as in this picture. 🥺😭