I Am a Widow

My husband John was so easy to love. He was so good for me in so many ways. He brought out the best in me. I miss him every minute of everyday. I feel him close sometimes and it gives me comfort. Other times I am mad at him for leaving me so soon,... See More »

I smile and I smile I pretend and I smile more I lash out. And I cry I push those I care about away. Then I pretend more And I lash out more I create more heartache for lack of knowing what else to do I cry out for help and nobody hears. Or... See More »

I can't believe today it has been 8 yrs since my husband past away. We had are ups and downs. I choose to remember the good times. As I sit here and remember are life together......There are times that I am still angry and pissed at him for leaving... See More »

We planned to release your ashes today, your birthday. but no one came. it had been planned for months, and they couldn't be bothered. and that's ok your son and I had a nice time. Camping on our land was beautiful and peaceful. you were with... See More »

Its been 3 years and i still struggle to remove my ring. I smell the bottle of your cologne and wear your tee-shirts to bed. Today a friend commented on how much bubba looks like you. And he truly does. He acts just like you too. I love you with... See More »

Nights like tonight are hard. I want to share all of bubba's adventures with you. He was cheated out of a father. And you my love where cheated out of a side kick. Love you everyday, see you in heaven