Just a short story

Another night and he cant sleep.
Lonliness creeps up screeming in silence.
Wanting to be seen wanting to reach out but fear wont let him make a move.
Always so strong with everything why do moments like these even come.
Even he wants to cry from time to time but he wont.
All he needs to do is close his eyes and he can reset the clock, at least for a little bit.
Nothing has ever been promised not even a life deserving of love.
Born into this world always thrown away.
A story of one lost emotion that slipped away.