Just a thought

My cousin unalived himself early October. Older man in his 60s. I grew up with his kids. His oldest was in my grade, same class same school. Been to each others homes, went camping together. I was extremely shocked to learn of his passing. Always the last person you would imagine. I think i was most upset that it took my family 3 weeks to let me know. Im less than a mile away from them all. I guess im finally processing and forgiving.