Today was supposed to be a relaxing day

I am in an Uber to take me to work because I'm way too drunk to drive. I need to go to work to get my backup Xanax because Wolf refuses to bring me mine because he is 3 hours away and i "I am not going to ruin his day and plans because I can't keep it together"This is my only day off that I've had in the past 10 days and I've to work the next 7 again. It is taking everything in me not to turn into a hateful vindictive bitch and call the cops, our kids are the only reason I've not done so. This is bullshit.