I was an unusual kid at school
I had never asked for help with anything. I remember once when one of the class helpers (5th grade) were trying to "help" me in the Computer Room after I said I didn't need any help, I had shoved her arms away from my keyboard. I didn't say that I didn't need help because I actually didn't know how to use a computer, I said it because I actually did know how. I was so hostile towards her.
I was also one of those kids who were quiet at school, but comes out of their shell at home.
Whenever the girls around me were given a color to pick, I never picked pink. I hated conflict so much that I avoided it as best I could. I knew the girls would love to pick pink, so I just stood out of their way and chose a random color. I also stood away from the boys in my grade so the girls could get them. If I had a crush on a boy in my grade, no I didn't. I was shy as well. I didn't want to ask a boy out and either get humiliated/embarrassed or end up dating the boy and get into some conflict.
I think I was also a bit matured than the girls in my grade, or I may have known a lot, and understood.
I recall walking down the hallway in middle school, standing in line, getting to ready to leave the building to get on the bus when I saw a couple (same grade as me) kissing in the hallway (kissing as like a 5 second peck on the lips). Some of the girls around me saw and exclaimed, "Ew!!" My thought process worked before they said anything; in my head, I quickly looked around the hallway for a teacher and said, 'Why are they kissing in the hallway?' And 'I didn't know 12 year olds knew about kissing.'
I was also one of those kids who were quiet at school, but comes out of their shell at home.
Whenever the girls around me were given a color to pick, I never picked pink. I hated conflict so much that I avoided it as best I could. I knew the girls would love to pick pink, so I just stood out of their way and chose a random color. I also stood away from the boys in my grade so the girls could get them. If I had a crush on a boy in my grade, no I didn't. I was shy as well. I didn't want to ask a boy out and either get humiliated/embarrassed or end up dating the boy and get into some conflict.
I think I was also a bit matured than the girls in my grade, or I may have known a lot, and understood.
I recall walking down the hallway in middle school, standing in line, getting to ready to leave the building to get on the bus when I saw a couple (same grade as me) kissing in the hallway (kissing as like a 5 second peck on the lips). Some of the girls around me saw and exclaimed, "Ew!!" My thought process worked before they said anything; in my head, I quickly looked around the hallway for a teacher and said, 'Why are they kissing in the hallway?' And 'I didn't know 12 year olds knew about kissing.'
