I Prayed Today

I prayed for God to end my life, to end the misery. I just want to die without the "he was a selfish coward who took his own life" attached to me. It's stupid. Even if there was a God, he wouldn't do this for me, even if it's the only thing I've ever asked for! And don't even start on me with that "what about your son" crap. I'm aware that I have a son.

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PoetryNEmotion · F

You are an adult. If you won't do this for you, then do it for your precious son. He needs you strong and healthy. Get help. Get it now. Check into your local hospital emergency room. A psychiatrist can evaluate you. Find someone to take care of your son and do this for his sake. He deserves a good father. Be that one.

curiosi · 61-69, F

There are a lot of us going through the fires right now. None of us can fix each other, but it helps to know you are not alone.

Hikingguy · 56-60, M

Been there myself brother. It’s a tough road sometimes. But I 💯 understand what you are going through.

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