I Have Random Thoughts

When I'm depressed everything feels blah. I get on this site sometimes to look through the stories and questions and find things that trigger me. Then I feel something at least. And oh yeah, my arm hurts. I cut it last week because at that time I was in such intense emotional pain that I wanted to get my mind off of it. It was overwhelming, so drastic measures had to be taken. I have borderline personality disorder. I don't care if you think I'm crazy. I don't care if some of you hate me. None of you can hurt me worse than I hurt myself