I Have Random Thoughts

When I'm depressed everything feels blah. I get on this site sometimes to look through the stories and questions and find things that trigger me. Then I feel something at least. And oh yeah, my arm hurts. I cut it last week because at that time I was in such intense emotional pain that I wanted to get my mind off of it. It was overwhelming, so drastic measures had to be taken. I have borderline personality disorder. I don't care if you think I'm crazy. I don't care if some of you hate me. None of you can hurt me worse than I hurt myself

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Lostpoet · M

I don't want you hurting your self at all.

grayhalo · 41-45, M

My self harm is all mental. I'n not sure which is worse. Occasionally I manage to get it into my think skull that I don't have to hurt myself either. You need to find another outlet for your pain other than inflicting it on yourself. Turning the pain inward, weather it's mental or physical, scares people off and becomes this self fulfilling prophesy the mind uses as proof of something being wrong with you.

PhoenixPhail · M

I do the same thing. (And, I've been told by counselors I have borderline personality disorder, too.)

SW-User

Sorry you feel this way. 🤗

Lilnonames · F

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SW-User

Not even that. Seriously, who am I?

ms20182878 · 61-69, M

@SW-User How would you answer your own question "Who am I"? Do you know why you are here, what your purpose is, what your future is?

SW-User

Not yet

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