I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

It's really sad when people around you would do anything to throw you under the bus and take advantage of you or at least try to because of jealousy and feeling threatened. I guess this is the sad, unfortunate reality of this world we live in.

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Cat05 · 36-40, F

I think everyone wants more. It depends on if the intention is good or bad.. good if it's to accomplish your goals in a way of wanting more, yet bad... that's where the greediness transpires. Have you thought of therapy to get through these feelings of pain from not talking to them and to also get a second perspective and opinion without taking sides?

Yes, most definitely. It obviously doesn't help you grow and develop to greater accomplishments. I strongly believe that it just makes you stuck in one place where you're barely getting by just like you wrote.

minarth008 · 61-69, M

@Cat05 I think they fall into the category of just wanting everything given to them without having to work for it. My oldest which is almost 30 and with 2 kids still lives with her mom. I guess my youngest married an older guy whose family has money, so she doesn't need to worry anymore. I have not thought of therapy, and I don't think I need it. I can't change how they feel, and my life goes on, whether they are a part of it or not. I am not going to stop living or be depressed or upset because they have chosen not to have anything to do with me. I miss them, sure, but I am going to continue to try and enjoy life, and have some fun while I can.