I Have Random Thoughts Of Randomness

Wish I could take back what I lost- my right side is still numb and heavy after the stroke... I am tired of pretending that I am okay.... Deep inside, I am very scared of what will happen to me. I made some bad decisions, I hurt the people I loved. Wish I could change and undo the bad choices I made.

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poimandres15 · 80-89, MVIP

I hope you don't see that stroke as a punishment, though certainly you will need an entirely new start. The stroke may have been a warning signal, that this necessary. You are young enough to get healed perfectly still. Use the opportunities you have gained. I wish you a fast recovery. If you want to talk I will be there for you.