I Have Random Thoughts Of Randomness

You have to move forward. Concentrate on that. You cannot change what you did. Learn. Move forward. Make amends if you want to. People cannot be perfect. And if you learn, then it is for a purpose. You have to keep trying. You are alive for a reason. It is still a life. And what you do with it, determines its value.

I hope you don't see that stroke as a punishment, though certainly you will need an entirely new start. The stroke may have been a warning signal, that this necessary. You are young enough to get healed perfectly still. Use the opportunities you have gained. I wish you a fast recovery. If you want to talk I will be there for you.

You may not be able to undo the results of any choices you made, but maybe you can reconcile the outcomes.

Wish you best health and hit me, if you ever need to speak with some one :)