Back here, not the same

A month ago, I had a near death experience. So many things changed in my life and I lost a dear family member. I decided to make another account here, since I deleted my account last year due to some problems, just to say goodbye to a dear friend on here. Idk, I thought, I didnt want to leave this world without him knowing how valuable our friendship was to me.
I checked his profile and realized his mom has passed away and it really broke my heart bc I wasnt there for him...he might have needed a friend and I wasnt there... that made me feel really bad and guilty. I didnt msg him, Idk..maybe I thought he had enough to worry abt...
So now Im here, and maybe I share some thoughts and feelings...maybe SW makes me feel better, like it used to...

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KingofBones1 · 46-50, M

Well that was a very sweet thing of you to do. I had the opposite experience with people I connected with whenever I needed them most they all disappeared from my life when my grandmother died when I was at my lowest and went to federal prison. Now I am back and speaking of near-death experiences I can talk to you about that sometime as well. I have been on death's doorstep seven times now whether it be almost being drowned by an entire ocean having the deadliest heart attack known to man aka the Widowmaker being shot stabbed or hit by a car or almost blown up by an incendiary device I have teetered Between Worlds a few times since my conception. I am glad that you are here and I wish you all the best in your return

Foxygirl32 · 31-35, F

@KingofBones1 thank you. Im sorry to hear abt ur turbulant past and I am sure whoever went through all those deadly events can manage the future far more easier than usual ppl. Wish u all best🤗

KingofBones1 · 46-50, M

@Foxygirl32 I really appreciate that thank you very much for the words of encouragement they are definitely much needed and I wish you all the best as well