Thanks random flashback now I'm trying not to cry.

I had a flashback to roughly 6 years old. I was at my grandparents house sitting in one of those kiddie pools those little plastic ones. I remember my grandpa trimming the hedges by the back of house. I remember eating a popsicle and my grandmother brinfing out a bucket of hot water to put in the pool for me. I just remember being so damn happy. That was by far the happiest time period of my life going to my grandparents house.

Ill never be able to get that back or be that happy ever again. My life is so damn miserable i can barely remember the last time i had true happiness