How might you feel?

I recently explained to a good friend from 30 years ago, how I've been wanting to meet up with her but have not due to anxiety. We were best friend s aged 4-11 and when I moved an hour away at age 11, we lost touch. She found me years ago on FB and offered twice to meet up but I'm really nervous. I'm not who I was as a kid. I now have crippling PTSD and feel so broken. I don't know how I can really be a good friend. It doesn't help that another friend ditched me a few years ago after many years of friendship, Bec I wasn't moving up in life.

After I explained my anxiety, which I NEVER share with anyone IRL, she did put a reaction hug emoji but no text back to it. While I know some might not know what to say , I felt kind of low after revealing a huge part of me. Either she didn't know what to say or didn't believe me?
How might you feel?

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MellyMel22 · F

In my opinion I’d say she didn’t know what to say. I can be wrong though.

Coralmist · 41-45, F

@MellyMel22 Thanks Mel, I hope so. I've liked many of her posts but for last few years she does not like any of mine. It makes me feel low. But, she did give to my aunt's Gofund about 7 years ago, which was so kind (she had a rare disease, in which she later passed).

MellyMel22 · F

@CoralmistSorry for your loss ❤

I think some people just don’t really react to posts at all. I think it’s kind of strange.