anyone else being affected real negative by the corona virus?

Ive never gotten it, i have a real good immune system but im sick of not being able to go to the senior center across the street for lunch anymore and see my friends, i was forced to hang out by myself on my birthday cause my friend was afraid i would give her corona and i wasnt even sick, my sister died recently and my brothers wouldnt go to the funeral,they were afraid of corona and none of us had it, i found it too painful to go alone and didnt go cause of that , and this was my identical twin sister, i did see it on zoom but it wasnt the same,im tired of corona affecting my life like this, anyone else?