Ever feel like a complete failure as a human?

I do every day.

I can’t do the most basic things, I can’t cope with life, I can’t be trusted with any independence.

I look at what people my age are doing, people have such full lives and I’m stuck here, being supervised 24/7 unable to leave the house, barely existing. What’s the point? What am I fighting for? There literally seems no point to keep going just so I can have more days in this awful existence.

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PhoenixPhail · M

Other than being supervised and not being able to leave the house, I'm in [i]exactly[/i] the same place. Leaving this world is what I think about constantly. Either that, or listening to near-death experience accounts, which is the only thing that consoles me. All I want is some peace and relief. This world and the people in it, are [i]hardly[/i] the places to find that. It's gotten worse for me lately. I'm really at the end of my rope.