Surgery is over

I finally got my mom to agree to actually go with me to a surgery because normally I can never get any help and I have to pay people if I need help but the first thing she does when I get in the car is yell at me because I apparently lost something really tiny of hers that’s like literally one dollar when I was still coming off anesthesia and then takes me to the store to pick up a bunch of shit and then obviously everyone’s staring at me and she wants me to do all this shit that the doctor said I’m not supposed to be doing which I did because like I said, I always have to pay people no matter what. But I have blood all over my face and I have a cast on my nose and I have an eyepatch and my ear is purple and I guess I’m just so tired of feeling like shit. You know sorry I don’t fucking remember try having surgery and me bitch at you guess what I wouldn’t .. lol I’m in pain and alone but guess what I’d do much rather be alone. Being an adult is freedom. I took a bunch of pain pills but my pain is still peeking behind and I know it’s not going to be much longer until I’m in pain again