Sometimes it physically pains me to hold back my sarcastic comments

@Coppercoil she just messaged me asking me who are you?

@Coppercoil
I keep you around because I happened to be a huge fan of how pathetically oblivious you are.

@MiserableAtBest well I won't act like that didn't hurt, when I do believe I have been kind and encouraging to you. Also, i am guessing maybe you are thinking I am somehow romantically interested, which is confusing because you have said a thousand times you are a lesbian and on top of that, have been hurt exclusively by men, so I don't even flirt or have even considered anything even remotely romantic with you.

Anyway, i honestly think you are an exceptional person. Youve been through a lot and you survived. I think you are funny and clever and crazy smart and a good person to those you care for. However I see now you dont think good things about me, and thats ok of course, i do understand how i might come across, as copper is a character of sorts i play up to be funny and entertaining. But its not funny or entertaining to you.. and like i sad that is fine.

You deserve good things and i hope you get them. best of luck and again i really am sorry i havent brought anything positive to your life. Like i said it definitely hurt to hear your words, but i am glad you were honest. Thank you for that.

@Coppercoil
You treated me like actual dog shit for months. MONTHS. Don’t you dare backtrack now.

The only reason you ever started treating me with even an ounce of decency was because you felt pity for me, which I will not tolerate. Are you forgetting that you thought a junkie of me, and proceeded to let me know at every chance you got?

@MiserableAtBest i am going to go back and read old stuff.. not to prove any point or to regain anything from you.. i think that ship has sailed. But im human and make mistakes. 6-9 months ago i stopped drinking. Because i was hurting people and myself. A lot of that time when i was drinking isnt clear. Thats why im going back to look because if i did these thing i need to see it.. i need to feel it.. thats part of staying sober. I hurt other people in different ways. And hearing your anger has been important. I need to learn and feel this. Thank you again for being brave and honest. Just blocking me and i never would have seen this.. felt this. You really are brave.