Sometimes it physically pains me to hold back my sarcastic comments

@DeluxedEdition
It’s excruciating

@MiserableAtBest i am going to go back and read old stuff.. not to prove any point or to regain anything from you.. i think that ship has sailed. But im human and make mistakes. 6-9 months ago i stopped drinking. Because i was hurting people and myself. A lot of that time when i was drinking isnt clear. Thats why im going back to look because if i did these thing i need to see it.. i need to feel it.. thats part of staying sober. I hurt other people in different ways. And hearing your anger has been important. I need to learn and feel this. Thank you again for being brave and honest. Just blocking me and i never would have seen this.. felt this. You really are brave.