No offense but I literally can’t process the fact that some people genuinely care about me
I am not joking, my brain has a couple of wires crossed here and there
22-25, F
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uncalled4 · 56-60, M
One of my closest friends has that. No idea if it's a delusion brought on by severe depression or what but their brain will not let them believe that people are fighting for them.
uncalled4 · 56-60, M
@JustGoneNow I totally understand and always say "no, you're NOT a burden", because i know it's a false message the brain is arbitrarily putting out.
@uncalled4 I’m not until I am. my boyfriend thought I wasn’t a burden until I tried to kill him in our bed. at what point am I burden? Because I’m kind of fucking pathetic. that’s what my mind tells me. always laced with a lot of truth, because who knows me better than me.
uncalled4 · 56-60, M
@JustGoneNow I've learned to ignore brain and run with head down. Brain is not always accurate or reliable.
@uncalled4 my thoughts are my reality. I wish it was that simple.
https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/4341117-Whats-schizophrenia-and-mental-illness-like-for
https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/4341117-Whats-schizophrenia-and-mental-illness-like-for
uncalled4 · 56-60, M
@JustGoneNow I realize it's true, but I don't waver when faced with someone in that mode. I'm just devil's advocate because it's all I can be.
@uncalled4 you do what you can do. Same as all of us. I respect that.