Some days you really question why you stopped shooting dope
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Jayciedubb · 56-60, M
My sister's answer to that question would be because she's dead. It wasnt an overdose. That would have been a much better way to go, all things considered. I mean, dying in the prime of your life is a shameful waste of this extremely rare and fleeting opportunity we have called life. It would have been better to go out on a high note than the way she went out.
She had hit rock bottom earlier that year and she sold and traded everything she had worth anything and stole and raided from everybody else close to her in order to keep lingering at rock bottom.
When it it was evident that she had used up all of her usefulness to her drug dealer and she had become a liability, they gave her a hot shot to slowly put her out of her misery, but not before maxing out that misery.
Her last week on this planet was spent in the hospital going through withdrawals while the doctors were slowly carving her away to keep up with the fleshing bacteria that she shot up, courtesy of her dealer. They had to amputate her left arm at the shoulder the day before she died, ..alone with nobody to hold her only hand.
If you're in recovery, please stay the course. You've come a long way. Don't throw it away. You might not make it back this far again if you give up now.
She had hit rock bottom earlier that year and she sold and traded everything she had worth anything and stole and raided from everybody else close to her in order to keep lingering at rock bottom.
When it it was evident that she had used up all of her usefulness to her drug dealer and she had become a liability, they gave her a hot shot to slowly put her out of her misery, but not before maxing out that misery.
Her last week on this planet was spent in the hospital going through withdrawals while the doctors were slowly carving her away to keep up with the fleshing bacteria that she shot up, courtesy of her dealer. They had to amputate her left arm at the shoulder the day before she died, ..alone with nobody to hold her only hand.
If you're in recovery, please stay the course. You've come a long way. Don't throw it away. You might not make it back this far again if you give up now.