While I don't consider myself a communist, I do agree with it. There are many, many beneficial things to it, such as no poverty. It would need a good, honest government to work, though, which is why most communist countries fail. I do, however, see that many of said communist countries failed due to bad/corrupt leadership, leading to the countries' downfall. I do see the flaws, such as a basically non-existent economy, leading to some unhappy people.
my ideology is that in theory communism is good, but in practice it will almost always fail. This is the reason I find socialism better. I feel it is almost the perfect in-between of capitalism (free market) and communism (no one left behind) and while there are downsides, I feel it is exceedingly better than capitalism and communism.
so, in conclusion, I respectfully both disagree and agree with you. (Note: I am currently studying economics and I have really enjoyed it!)