I Am Selfish

I lie a lot. To get out of things, to stop myself from getting into trouble, to try and seem more interesting. And I get so, so jealous and angry at things. I just get consumed by all these negative emotions and even though I know they're poisonous I just lap them up and keep on going, allowing myself to hate everyone and everything and I honestly don't know why I do it. It's like there's two parts of me that are wildly opposite and are trying to work together but I'm just so different to myself. If that even makes sense.

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Taliesin33 · 46-50, M

"If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything." -- Mark Twain
"Don't trust everything you read on the internet." -- Abraham Lincoln

loveyourselfalways00 · 22-25, F

@Taliesin33: lol I like these :') I mean the second is most definitely a true quote ;)

Taliesin33 · 46-50, M

I know, right?😬

hlpflwthat · M

You're cheating yourself. That's why you do it. And you been doing it so long you don't realize what a fantasy you've created - intentionally or not.

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loveyourselfalways00 · 22-25, F

Yes because they are. I'm sorry, but anyone will tell you that, whether they lie or not. Some lies could be small like saying you didn't eat that food in the fridge, or some could be big like saying you didn't murder someone 😂

hlpflwthat · M

Which one is more truthful?

loveyourselfalways00 · 22-25, F

Neither but one is still worse/has more impact

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loveyourselfalways00 · 22-25, F

Well I definitely hope so

Typicalpisces · 41-45, F

Google "Peptide Addiction"

loveyourselfalways00 · 22-25, F

Woaahh so much science haha, I'll definitely make some time to read up more on that! I used to love biology, so I might even understand it if I give it a bit more time, thanks!