How long until I isolate everyone else?

Yet another person I considered a friend wants nothing to do with me now. I don’t even know what I did really. It’s just what happens, people always eventually get sick of me and leave my life. There’s just something about me people don’t like, everywhere I go people usually don’t give me a chance. In high school people told me they thought I was gonna be a school shooter even though I was just quiet and hate guns. I was in a class of about 20 and still played mostly by myself. Im a naturally quiet person and I know that bugs some people. I also am really bad at normal conversations which is why I feel so awkward when I try to force myself to be social. You want to talk about the real claims that inspired stranger things? Im your guy. But you want to talk about your latest day at work and I can listen but thats it.

Im just so sick of it. I can go days, weeks without talking to someone in person. Im fine with that really but every time I make a friend anywhere I just wonder how long it will be until they get sick of me too.