Does anyone else hate that they are introverted? 😔

Nothing I can do to change it about me, so I just learn to live with being socially awkward, anxious and freaked out by big groups of people where I can't read social cues, body language, etc.. Also I don't see a need to try and have a circle of friends, and prefer to be single and when not with any of my kids I prefer to be alone. I definitely would like a romantic partner who 'gets' me, but that's a practical impossibility.