Yes, although my journey is having many detours, stops, starts, breakdowns, and backward steps. It's discouraging for sure. Sometimes it feels like an ultimate challenge that I am up for; other times I feel hopeless by my inability to get past things that torment me from years ago and how I act today.
At the end of last year, I realized I had stopped caring about myself both mentally and physically. Whether I realized it or not, I let a year of depression get and hold me down and stop me from reaching my goals. I started to review, reshape, and re-commit to my goals... physically, mentally, and spiritually.
I feel like I keep starting over. The journey continues.
