I Think I Am UnlovableI am undeserving of love. My feelings towards myself are really quite terrifying.
I Hate MyselfI don't care about anyone on a personal level. Not really. At least that's the way it feels.
I Hate MyselfIt's irrational to think this, I know, but I can't help but feel like I'm kind of the cause of a lot of my mom's pain in her adult life. After she got pregnant with me, fairly young, things went downhill for her. The reason for the self hatred is... See More »
I Like to ReadI just finished Harry Potter and the Cursed Child. I don't know what to do with myself now. It's the same feeling as when I finished Deathly Hallows. It feels like there is a piece of me missing. I really enjoyed it. I enjoyed getting some answers.
I Cry EasilyI've been really upset about my mom lately. We don't have the kind of relationship I wish we had, but I love her very much. She is the very essence of a beautiful mother. My biological father was very mean to her. He didn't physically hurt her, but... See More »
I Am LonelyFor whatever reason, whenever something changes, physically, I get lonely. Maybe I'm to sentimental. I know I'm to sentimental. My youngest brother just moved back in with my mom and I am falling apart. I don't know why because we didn't get along... See More »
I Like to ReadI just reread All The Bright Places by Jennifer Niven. Almost. I haven't actually finished it. It's slightly triggering, it puts me in a bad state of mind near the end. But it's a beautiful book and I'm very glad to have read it.
I Want To Travel The WorldI want my life to be a continuous wandering. I don't like the idea of being stationary. I want to be nomadic, for the time being at least. Maybe in the future I'll want to settle, but for now I fancy the thought of constantly being on the move.... See More »
I Love a Good LaughI think one of the best feelings is when your stomach hurts because you're laughing so hard. It's the best kind of pain. It's not really pain at all. It's happiness put into a physical feeling.
I Want To Share 50 Things About Myself1. I hated my name until I saw The Princess Diaries when I was eight 2. I have a scar on my left knee from falling in the fourth grade 3. I had my first kiss when I was 17 4. With my first and only boyfriend 5. My favorite movie is The Princess... See More »
I Love Listening to MusicI am listening to Stop Crying Your Heart Out by Oasis. My heart aches in the sweetest way.
I Am Stressed OutMy brothers and my dad fight a lot. For some reason it overwhelms me and when I get overwhelmed I get suicidal. And it's stupid, I know. It just gets kinda hard to breathe and I get scared and I don't really know what to do.
