I Have Schizophrenia

If you are suffering then you should maybe you can get some answers. I wish you luck. I have schizoaffective so I understand that losing it feeling. I didn't see a doctor because I thought it was ghosts and demons and some crazy shit. I ended up in the hospital more then once. It's a good sign you are considering schizophrenia but a doctor could help you. Good luck

yeah some answers would help, the thing is I feel mostly with it sometimes..its just something always waiting to mess with my head , so I think I should atleast invest in finding out if it is what I think. whats schizoaffective like? and sorry to hear that

Schizoaffective is schizophrenia and bipolar. When I'm manic my delusional thinking is fun and crazy but I feel magical and when I'm depressed my delusional thinking is dark and scary. It's forever changing but some things are the same. I see and hear the same things when both manic and depressed. When I'm stable with medicine I'm about to tell its my illness and not invest to much thought in it. My illness is is always there. Don't feel bad for me or yourself. I have an very interesting life and would be bored without my colorful imagination. You just got to find a way to live with it to where you are not suffering.

well it's not noises..its voices that fuck with me

I understand. What do they say?

a whole bunch of little whispering things to what I'm doing

ooh I see, I'm sorry to hear that.. well Idk to be honest. all I know is something tries to fuck with me in my head

I wouldn't immediately label it as a mental illness, but would definitely try and find out what it might be by contacting a professional.

yes unfortunately that would be the best option

okay I'll keep that in mind