I Have Schizophrenia

I think maybe me too..but I'm unsure ..why are you depressed tho?:/

I mean I don't know if I can pinpoint depression on one thing.. There are environmental and biological factors involved.

I understand, I feel depressed a majority of the time

Well, you're not crazy then. You just think you are.

ooh really? that would mean I have hope.. cause I think I've freakin lost it lol

Why do you go see a doctor?

I don't know, I'm not too willing to accept I have a problem

If you are suffering then you should maybe you can get some answers. I wish you luck. I have schizoaffective so I understand that losing it feeling. I didn't see a doctor because I thought it was ghosts and demons and some crazy shit. I ended up in the hospital more then once. It's a good sign you are considering schizophrenia but a doctor could help you. Good luck

yeah some answers would help, the thing is I feel mostly with it sometimes..its just something always waiting to mess with my head , so I think I should atleast invest in finding out if it is what I think. whats schizoaffective like? and sorry to hear that

Schizoaffective is schizophrenia and bipolar. When I'm manic my delusional thinking is fun and crazy but I feel magical and when I'm depressed my delusional thinking is dark and scary. It's forever changing but some things are the same. I see and hear the same things when both manic and depressed. When I'm stable with medicine I'm about to tell its my illness and not invest to much thought in it. My illness is is always there. Don't feel bad for me or yourself. I have an very interesting life and would be bored without my colorful imagination. You just got to find a way to live with it to where you are not suffering.