I'm sorry of what you experienced. That is very rattling. But remember that the stats or odds of that ever occurring again are very low. Just take one day at a time and little by little you will feel better over time 🪻

I think trying to get justice could be a two sides coin because it will put you in a situation where you have to be face to face with the perpetrators ,from my experience that's not always the best option . But getting justice would be sweet. For me ptsd is a multi layered beast ,unrelenting and unforgiving. I work.on recognizing triggers that cause flashbacks, but knowing what caused it doesn't solve the problems. I can't live my life avoiding everyday situations. Guilt and shame play their role also . I agree that the answers have to come from within.

Being litigious will not bring you peace.

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