My plan to escape from my PTSD and I need feedback.
I'm inspired from the notes I got fom posting about my struggle with PTSD. I'm seeking a way to rebuild my life from my PTSD and setting up a plan on how to move forward.
Here is my plan to rebuild my life after my trauma:
I must move forward with all my job seeking and career paths. I shall even bemore careful to avoid situations which led me to getting misled and robbed by people pretending to help me when I got stranded at 3am in another city. I will definitely plan lawsuits against both the hotel clerk and police who humiliated me. If possible, I will try to find the people who robbed me and sue them too. If all ventures fail, I will still try to move forward anyways.
I recognise that there are people who are even worse off than me from their own bad choices and disrespect towards others. At least my trauma took place from being stuck in a town at 3am with a dead cellphone and being lied to, robbed, and disrespected by people I trusted. I didn't seek out the situation which happened to me.
Anyways, I shall rebuild my life. Nobody offline can help me it seems. While I'm grateful for feedback from everyone on these Similar Worlds forums, ultimately I need to make moves to rebuild my life with any and all skills available. I'm writing this to get more feedback to see if anybody agrees on how I shall rebuild my life. I also write this in the hopes, that maybe my writing can help them avoid my fate.
UPDATE: I'm posting this update rather than create another post. The only thing that is keeping me calm right now, is the thought that all this PTSD nausea, etc.. will help me lose weight. Ironically, I went to an eating disorder treatment in the past and got accused of faking my symptoms. Amusingly, the nasty counselor who accused me, later scared away everybody else from going to the clinic with his sarcasm and hypocrisy. He became the administrator of another clinic a few years later and that place also went bankrupt from people complaining about him! LOL. Anyways, there's some amusing irony that I'm hopefully gonna lose weight from all my PTSD. And I'm laughing a little because i always got accused of faking my eating disorder but now my PTSD may be helping me while I'm suffering at the same time. LOL? Or should I be laughing? Seriously, please don't laugh at me. I am only barely laughing at myself. Or maybe this whole situation is further proof that I need help but don't know where to look anymore...
Anybody who is reading this should give me feedback with suggestions to move forward. No sarcasm or bad words needed.
Here is my plan to rebuild my life after my trauma:
I must move forward with all my job seeking and career paths. I shall even bemore careful to avoid situations which led me to getting misled and robbed by people pretending to help me when I got stranded at 3am in another city. I will definitely plan lawsuits against both the hotel clerk and police who humiliated me. If possible, I will try to find the people who robbed me and sue them too. If all ventures fail, I will still try to move forward anyways.
I recognise that there are people who are even worse off than me from their own bad choices and disrespect towards others. At least my trauma took place from being stuck in a town at 3am with a dead cellphone and being lied to, robbed, and disrespected by people I trusted. I didn't seek out the situation which happened to me.
Anyways, I shall rebuild my life. Nobody offline can help me it seems. While I'm grateful for feedback from everyone on these Similar Worlds forums, ultimately I need to make moves to rebuild my life with any and all skills available. I'm writing this to get more feedback to see if anybody agrees on how I shall rebuild my life. I also write this in the hopes, that maybe my writing can help them avoid my fate.
UPDATE: I'm posting this update rather than create another post. The only thing that is keeping me calm right now, is the thought that all this PTSD nausea, etc.. will help me lose weight. Ironically, I went to an eating disorder treatment in the past and got accused of faking my symptoms. Amusingly, the nasty counselor who accused me, later scared away everybody else from going to the clinic with his sarcasm and hypocrisy. He became the administrator of another clinic a few years later and that place also went bankrupt from people complaining about him! LOL. Anyways, there's some amusing irony that I'm hopefully gonna lose weight from all my PTSD. And I'm laughing a little because i always got accused of faking my eating disorder but now my PTSD may be helping me while I'm suffering at the same time. LOL? Or should I be laughing? Seriously, please don't laugh at me. I am only barely laughing at myself. Or maybe this whole situation is further proof that I need help but don't know where to look anymore...
Anybody who is reading this should give me feedback with suggestions to move forward. No sarcasm or bad words needed.
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